Just before the recent break up with my girlfriend, I found out she had been lying to me. I was at work and called her to bring me some alka seltzer because I wasn't feeling well. She said she was trying to sleep, so I decided it wouldn't hurt to just run home quick and get it myself, it was only a block down the road. I find out that she is not home, and later find out she was out with another man, and wanted to break up with me as soon as I caught her in the lie. This was someone who I trusted completely and never lied to me before as far as I know. For some reason this is the hardest thing about the whole mess to get over, and it makes me so depressed and anxious I can't stand it. How can I ever trust anyone again? I don't want to be alone forever, but some of my previous relationships ended in a similar way too. This is going to make it so hard to ever trust anyone ever again, and there is no relationship without trust. I'm not sure what to think, am I doomed to be lied to, cheated on and heartbroken the rest of my life, or should I just stay lonely and miserable? This whole thing is just so insane and sudden I can't handle it.
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