you know i was having a pretty good day today. i didnt feel too bad. but why is it that one thing can throw you back into your depression so quickly ? things that seem so trivial to others that makes it hard for me. yet again its my daughter that has caused this. well no its not her, but what she has said to me, i have been the one who lets the depression get lower again. i am sure most people feel the same as me, it only takes one thing to get you down again. and its usually the same things all the time. i havent stopped crying for the last two hours since my daughter called me. she doesnt realise it hurts me so much. i hate being so far away from her but thats the choice i made. i miss her.
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