I just found out today that my ex's, who I was with for 2 yrs and getting married, body was found recently. He had been missing for a year since I left him. We had a shitty relationship as he would beat the shit out of me all time, I would fight back though cuz I don't take that, and then he cheated on me. But for some reason I don't feel bad and actually relieved that he is dead now and feel I can finally lay that part of my life to rest now. Am I wrong for feeling this way?
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