I really felt tired and discouraged today, so much to do,not enuf money, car acting up on, so embarrassing, it gets hot and starts smokin when i stop at a light, anyway, i was thinking, sometime I wish someone would just go ahead and kill me, maybe i would never see it comin, wouldn't have a choice and could just go ahead and get all this suffering over with. sounds cowaredly, i know, anyone else wish sometime someone else would just do it for ya?
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