I have been in a terrible mood or rather simply bitter towards everything. At work, I feel like I am almost ignored and everyone else gets what they want but me. Its upsetting and I have been quiet there and not happy. I feel like I am going backwards but maybe I am overreacting. I can't stay calm at all. I worry about everything badly. I was crying this morning because I am worried about driving with the weather this week and I am worried that work will be busy and stressful. I never wind down. When I am at work...I am working and worried. When I get off work....i still worry about work and am worried. It never ends and it is getting to me. I feel so hopeless and so sad all the time. If someone asks me why, I don't know. I am falling apart. I don't have any friends and I need help.
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