i'm really getting tired of this. it's like i see the light at the end of the tunnel and as soon as i get there, it goes out. then i'm all alone in the dark. i start to panic and get disoriented. there is no way out. i really want to die. all that stops me is the love for my dog and the guilt of upsetting family and friends. though, at this point, i think everyone has had enough of it too.
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