this is mad really. i have been waiting for tonight all wk as i not got the kids. but now they r gone i feel very low. been fine all day and i usually enjoy my nights off. just feel like crying for some reason, cant figure out y. i dont think its cause the kids ave gone. maybe cause im here on my own but got lots planned for myself. lost lost lost!!!!!
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