Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i always wondered why suicide rate goes up during holidays now i know why!!!! first time in years i have felt like this.when i first started having kids we never had much but was ok still felt like xmas then the kids grew up and we have 2 at home last 5 years have been great xmas'swas into it soooo much well we lost our home(we rented but was nice and rommie for a change)becuase we helped allllll our groown kids out of bad situations.now we live in a small trailer son has bedroom in my living room felling closed in sold my pretty big tree and got a 10 dollar one it is so ugly i guess when u dont have u dont miss when u do and lose it its depressing.wish i could go to sleep and wake up when its over!!! no family pics in front of the tree this year i am so unhappy after 25 years of working hard i lose everything to keep my kids from losing luv them yes but didnt know it was gonna be like this thought they would grow up and take care of thereselves so me and hubby could enjoy life alittle but noooooo..................i hate my life now!!!!!!!!!!!
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I'm just learning how to NOT deny her the learning opportunities of growing up. Boy do I need to stop rescuing her! More times than one I've been glad I don't have a bunch of kids!
BUTTTTT, you know.....I live in a three bedroom "manufactured home", that most people would call a trailer. Between us and the bank we "own" it. Once it is paid off I will be so happy and I'll be truly happy. I don't need a big fancy home. I need my home paid off. The price of houses is out of control. I won't ever go that far in debt. I wish you owned your trailer. But we really don't need big and fancy to be happy.
Please try to enjoy your Charlie Brown Christmas Tree. The media has destroyed the real meaning of Christmas. Be thankful you HAVE children alive and able to keep you company...sorry about the broke part.
Remember to New Years is coming and you can make a Resolution to take AS GOOD of care of yourself as your children. Resolve that you will quit denying your children the right to the consequences of their own learning experiences.
AND yes I Do know it's easier to say this than get it done.
LOTS OF LOVE MY FRIEND