Here goes another Holiday season and I find myself not even wanting to get out of bed. 5 years ago I was told I was getting a divorce a couple of weeks before Christmas and served papers Dec. 22. I loved him so much. I always loved Christmas with our family but he even took away that pleasure from me. Will I ever get over this? I seem to be getting worce the longer I am single and alone but I don't know where to find love again. I'm 59 and just find myself wishing I would get hit by a car and life would be over..The sad thing is I have 5 wonderful grandkids and something to celebrate but I don't even want to put up decorations or go shopping..not that I have any money. I never dreamed life only got worse as you get older. Who would want a sad old lady anyway?
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