Hi all. This is the first time I've tried anything like this. I just get tired of talking to those who try, but don't really understand. I have depression and anxiety. I don't like to be around people I don't know. It's hard for me to walk across a resturant knowing someone might see me. I've tried several medications and so far none have worked. I tell my husband I just wish I could cry and maybe that might make me feel better. I don't really know what I'm depressed about. I'm just depressed. Does anyone know what I mean? I had a normal childhood with wonderful parents. I've not really had any tramatic experiences that would cause most of my problems. I'm extremly hard on myself. I can never do anything right for myself and I have horrible self esteem. I get to where I will sit on the couch and do nothing. I don't want to do anything and I let the housework pile up. I feel bad because I sit and watch my daughter play and I want to play with her but I can't seem to make myself. I'd love to chat with those who feel/fealt the same.
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