I have clinical depression but deep am a fun loving person...just don't love fun at the minute if that makes sense...the reason?..i can't feel anything unless it's negative...can't remember the last time i was excited, relaxed, contented etc etc....it as if my brain will only react to trauma (ANYBODY'S!), grief and hardship! feel like a rite miserable cow but really i'm not....I just want to talk to people who get me for once....not bothered about what (obviously within reason!)but would truely appreciate ways to make me smile inside....havn't felt that feeling for so long and miss it sooooooo much xxx
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