I so like stormy weather. I am sitting out on my terrace. The wind is all over the place. Dark clouds change over to light clouds then dark clouds again. It rains on and off and hard and light. The leaves are blowing across the driveway making that kinda scratching sound. I do not turn on Yahoo's music. I just listen to the natural music out here. At this moment, I am happy to be alive. Good for the worse has come out of my Suicide Sunday a few weeks ago. I have learnt so much about my self and about others from the very nice & smart patients and staff at my hospital's day program. That is all I wanta to say. Thanks for all you being here in our family. I have learnt much from all of you too.
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