going pretty nutts right now. just thought id give a big hello to all the peeps who knows what it feels like. for no reason at all, angry today, really pissed at myself right now. no reason. no reason at all for fellin this way. for last 2 days havent been tired, i mean for the lst 3 weeks been tired all the time, for no reason plenty of sleep. now i finally feel awake, alive, and then this. anger, loneliness. not even a real feeling i feel, its just something there in the pit of my stomach, making want to munch continually.
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