Yeah I knew about that but was reluctant to post it here since these type threads usually don't go so well over here....sad stuff. I had talked to him a few times in messages and stuff. Very tragic :(

that is so sad for some rason it wont let me pull up the profile God Bless him and His family

Didnt know him too well but i hope he is at peace bless himx

ooo dear . . . should i ask for this to be closed then? i don't want to upset anyone

My eyes are swelled with tears and my chest hurts from reading his last journal entry, I have been where he was and have questioned from time to time why him and not me. That goes back to my belief and helps me. I really hope he is at peace. He deserve's it.

oh wow. I remember talking to him. he was always so unhappy, as never could make him even laugh. Then as things sometimes go, didn't talk to him anymore, not as trying to avoid him purposely... Maybe I should have tried to reach him more. i have to log off, can't deal right now. I mean, IDK who would have wrote "kurt is dead" on his journal, if its truly real-- not to be a bitch, but just saying. But I just can't deal right now.

I just have given it some thought, and wanted to come back and say I realize now that he wrote that, updated his own status. I was thinking at first one of his friends or relatives supposedly came on and updated it.

Part of me is cautious b/c this is after all the internet, and I've been deceived twice here, got wrapped up into someone's situations, and found out they lied or exaggerated. I really hope this person is in fact still with us. I don't know what to think, I'm torn.

I hope it is not true but I will not criticize him if it is the truth.

i must reply to this as kurt is on my friends list and was showing as online 30 mins ago. i think when he wrote that status he wrote HOW HE FELT AT THE TIME. if you notice the status was written the day after his passing ? he is prolly too scared to communicate right now. he prolly didnt realise the impact that status had so can we send reassuring hugs ? i would hate for him to be frightened of getting the support he so badly needs.

Peace

Then happychix, you or someone needs to make a new thread of support if he's still with us.

And I hope I'm right. Hang on Kurt31. Don't be afraid to seek help. Make the call. You just never know. Even if they've tried everyin meds wise to help you, maybe there's something coming that wil work for you. Maybe something that hasn't been approved yet for clinical trial.