i think of those days so long ago

when we were locked in time

late nights drinkin fishing out on my boat

when i was all yours and i swore you were mine



when there were no track marks on your arm

and you were all about loving me

when you swore you'd keep me safe from harm

and i was so blind to that reality



i think about my last birthday

when you bought me my diamond ring

i think about when you were so loving that way

and we laughed cause i hand bling



remember telling my friends about you

how over protective my boys were sober

remember they were fed up of seeing me used

like i knew you would you won them over



now you call them late at night

and i wonder if i'm by their side

asking them where i'm at and picking a fight

asking them where i go to hide



now i get messages from you and you're inaudable to me

crying and shaking with the needle in your hand

i'm sorry that this is the way its gotta be

but i'm done trying to understand



you've got your girl and you lied both of us

you've got a whole world of problems i don't need

i'm done with it, no trouble no fuss

and i'm done with your selfish greed



but still i cry when i look at the memories

pictures of us in the fall

i cry cause i've got no remedies

i've got nothing for you at al



saw you at a party last night

wish i could say i didn't care

you walked over to start a fight

but someone told you who brought me there



backed off as soon as you heard that shit

are you afraid of something, bro?

know you're wondering if he's hittin this

and wouldn't you love to know



i'll love you when i'm mad and so frustrated

i'll hate the person you've become

you've made my simple life so complicated

but, damn, did we have fun