So i'm new to this support site. And any support site for that matter. This past year has been a really hard one for me a lot of changes and ups and downs and turns of fate and what not however you want to put it. A lot of shit has happened. I've landed myself in the ER twice for over doing it on the pills on purpose in the last 3 months. I'm not good at talking about how i feel with people closest to me and when I do try to it's hard because i know they don't like hearing how upset i am feeling and they say "I hate hearing you say things like this". I guess that's pretty much what made me decided to try a support site. I just don't know who to talk to anymore and i feel uncomfortable putting my problems on my friends and family. I want to feel like myself again and that's going to take support to do. So anyways I just wanted mostly to introduce myself and say i'm here just as much as anyone's here for me to talk and listen. Thank you for reading :)
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