I go through feelings for resentment towards my youngest child. This started happening 3 years ago when i left my X. I had to raise him on my own with a teenager in the house to raise also. This child was hard to raise, he talks back, mocks me and makes me so angry at times I get scared. He is just like his dad and I hate that. I am questioning why I am feeling like this daily. I cannot do things I want to do because I have to get home to care for him, no furthering my education, no going out with friends or prospective dates even. I have to go home and care for him, homework, dinner, bath, brush teeth, then to bed. Sometimes i have to walk away from him because I want to Punch something. He is like a little SATAN sometimes. ONly around me, not grandma, grandpa or others, just when I am around, he changes. It is like he feels my emotions and plays on them or maybe even reacts to them. I try to be affectionate to him alot and that works on good days. But not all the time. when he is in a mood, I have to get him away from me. He can destroy me at times. Does anyone else feel these feelings? I am scared and want help...!
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