I am having terrible time feeling lonely. I am a single parent. I have 2 sons one has Asperger's. Ihve no family. No friends because my son takes up most of my time. I am unable to work because my son has lots of appointments and is sick alot. Lately I have been thining that my son's would be better off without me. We are so strapped for cash that they are missing out on so much. I have a bottle of pills that sit next to my bed. I have all of my paperwork for my boys sealed up in envelopes. I feel like I am reaching the point where I can't do this anymore. Any time I think about taking the pills I will cut myself to remind myself that I feel pain. Any suggestions on how to get through this?
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