I have had depression for years and have many diagnosis. To keep it under control i must have a combination of therapies.I have been married for 6 years and my husband has been mildly supportive. Recently we had a loss and my depression has gotten worse than usual. I went off my meds (they made me feel like i was swimming through lead) my doc left to teach in another state and i haven't found a new one, plus my husband suddenly doesn't believe in my depression and is not there for me. I have had all kinds of horrible thoughts. I have three kids and will soon be left alone full time with them(husband starting new job) i need help please!
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