hi, first time on here, so a bit nervous. i suffered depression in my teens, but managed to scrape through. but now i am pregnant, and feel so alone.my partner is there when he can be, but he works really long hours. my best friend says she'll be there, and then eaither doesnt bother, or turns up with her mum n sis, or another mate. she never used to be like this before, i just dont understand. i feel so alone, and i just want to die. i can feel myself sliding down the slippery slope, and would do anything not to go back there. i love my unborn baby, and want to stay with my partner. but this is destroying me.
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