I love my husband of 13 yrs SO much but we fight constantly! No matter what I say or do he has a problem with it. He thinks I'm too negative or too sensitive, it doesn't matter. I can't take not being myself anymore. I know he has dealt with my depression for a long time, but I too have gone through quite a bit because of the circumstances that have been a result of being around him. We have no discussions about anything polital, emotional, analytical, or opinion-based because he thinks I am being negative - give me break; is life not a LITTLE negative and doesn't conversation involve a little of this????? We have been fighting our entire relationship - the first few years I take credit for because I didn't know I was suffering from depression and was suicidal but in the past few but since then I've come around, trying extremely hard to put on a happy face and be loving. I have in the past few years become a Christian and have found Christ in my life, which is wonderful but I still lack peace in my relationship with my husband. I have often thought about divorce but have no degree (am a stay-at-home mom) and cannot possibly afford to be on my own, raising three kids. Besides, he would fight hard for full custody as he has been through a custody battle with his first two kids from a previous marriage. I love my kids with all my heart - they are my life! What am I going to do??? How can I live with a man that I have no communication with and that I am miserable with? Please give me some advice!!
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