I'm @ a breaking point, and am contemplating Jumping off a bridge OR putting a loaded GUN to my head and pulling the trigger in the next 12-24 hours. I don't know what else to do. I can't eat, sleep, manage my chronic pain or Blackouts anymore. I have gone from severely depressed into a rage-a-holic, for so many reasons I can't even begin to mention. I have lost many friends and what family I still have, wants nothing to do with me. In other words, I DON"T BELONG, either in society or anywhere for that matter. Haven't been able to work for many years to to this, and am slowly deterioration as I type this. Don't know what to do anymore to cope or manage. Please help me , before I take the final plunge to my death!
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