I WANT MY HUSBAND BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobbing* I miss him sooooooooooo much!! He's not gone, he's here...sitting here on the couch...ignoring everyone, screaming at everyone if they make a bit of noise, snapping our heads off if we try to ask him a question, blaming us for his pain if he has to move at all. *sigh* I am so tired...so sad...so not interrested in dealing with anything today. How do i deal with his mood swings??? How do i explain to my children that daddy doesn't mean to yell at them about EVERYTHING they do!! I have cried so much today that my head hurts and my eyes are swollen. My poor children...i would never think of leaving my husband like this. I love him way too much and i want to be here taking care of him, but how do i make it better for my innocent children who don't really understand what's going on with their father? How do i help them???? What do i do for them??? *sobbing*
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