I am 26 yrs old with 2 boys. I have suffered from severe depression since the borth of my oldest son 9 yrs ago. My moods are getting worse. I have attempted suicide at least 3 times in the last few years. I hate my children seeing me like this. The only thing that keeps me going is my kids who i love to bits. But i feel the world would be a better place without me. My husband tries to support me but i can't open up to him. I have tried loads of different medications over the last 9 yrs and none have worked. I don't want my boys to see me like this anymore. I want to die so bad but my husband works away and i don't want my kids finding me. Please help me.
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