I am dealing with some major issues, and I am DESPARATE for at least one person who can just talk me through things, and help me feel like what I'm going through isn't as big as it seems, because I have been feeling, lately, as if I have no one, and it has really been starting to get me down. I sort of have been driving people away, though. Only because I'm scared of people to get close to me, on any sort of a personal level, because i am more afraid of being hurt than anythign else. probably because of all the hurt i've already gone through in life, which amounts to A LOT. and, i do have reasons to feel as depressed/anxious as i have been. i hate feeling this way though. i'd rather go crazy, most of the time, than end up admitting, and feeling that i'm depressed, as much as i do. i need someone who can just help me. and talk me through things. like i said, i'm desperate. oh, and i try not to give ppl a hard time, i'm just a very complicated, and problematic person. :( and.. that's not a very good thing. so.. ya.
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