help me please my mom death aniv.is commin up on friday n a like always i got really depressed n i had all my paqin killers for my back pains in my hand and i thought for sure that i was going to take all of them the only thing that was really stopping me was my friends here that i dnt want to hurt. i did hurt myself jst to see if i was still alive inside n i realized that i was leaving this nightmare. i also believed that if i didn't have my friend michael to call i migth have done it. i am off my meds for my depression n since the thought become more n more deep but i hated the way i felt on them. i am not seeing my doc because i am afraid that he might put me somewhere or force em to go back on my meds please i really some advice
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