I'm in the great depression, feeling like everything is over. I've been through episodes before but not as major as this one. It's been 8 months so far, haven't had a full night sleep since then, no medication, no appetite, no motivation, losing weight the whole nine yards. I'm trying the best I can, working out, still keeping up relationships, forcing myself to eat, but lord when will it end??? There hasn't been a day gone by that I haven't thought I'd be better off dead. I know there is a better day but after being beat up for so long it's hard to put up a mental fight, just kind of letting it pulverize me. Any advice anyone??? I hope it will lift after so many months I don't know how much longer of this I can take.
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