Recently i thought things were getting better my doc has doubled my meds but i've started cutting myself again. I can't stop doing it now everytime somthing upsets me or if i'm feeling low (which is most of the time) i reach for a knife and just cut. It makes things seem better for a while but it never lasts. I don't know what to do. i've been thinking maybe it would be better just to end my life i just can't stand the pain anymore.
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