so much for this placement in the hospital going without a hitch! its only 10 days in and ive had a massive meltdown. My backs gone again so im off work. sitting alone in the flat all day getting upset about it. this is the career i want. how am i going to be a nurse if at 19 years old my back gives me trouble on and off. i thought i was ready for work again, i was feeling good about things. now i just feel like ive sunk back down into that dreaded pit of misery. To make matters worse, when i need him the most, my bf phones up and cancels on coming to comfort me, saying he's going fishing with a friend. ive hardly seen him this past month cause hes always got something better to do. So anyway, after a big argument on the phone, he breaks up with me, telling me he's had enough. to be honest, ive had enough too. he's stripped me of my self esteem, done nothing to help me through this, puts me on the bottom of his list of priorities, is incapable of listening or having an adult conversation, and shouts and swears like a child when i try to explain how im feeling. so why am i still gutted, why am i crying my eyes out, why am i scared, why do i want to rewind time to before all this unfolded. Help guys im feeling really low.
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