I have been depressed 20+ years, on meds and have been doing fine mostly. But then about 6 months ago I got fired which never happened to me before, and it was really traumatic... I am now at least doing a little bit with the resume, etc. and see therapist weekly, and upped my meds, but I still get in a funk especially thinking all or nothing.... like i'll never get another job and starve to death, or if I do get another job I will get fired again.... it makes little rational sense since I have two professions which I have good experience and references for, and I should be able to get something.... but I think I am dragging my feet since, one, I am not desperate for $$ yet and two, I am afraid it will happen again...
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