I hate myself so much at this moment in time, I know you shouldn't compare yourself to other people or others lives but its so hard when nothing ever seems to go how you plan in yours. My eating disorders getting too much for me right now and I don't know how to stay positive...I've got noone to turn to because no one would take it seriously as I'm always bright and bubbly in public. I've started to snap at close friends though now I'm so tired of pretending, and being on a rollercoaster. I want to be stable but I don't knwo what to do.
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