I dont even know what to say, I haven't eaten in 3 days, I feel weak but I'm not hungry. I miss him so much, it's been 3 days since I last talked to him. He said he loves me and cares for me but he cant support me emotionally from his depression. I also heard from a friend that it was because our "different future views" and by that it was because I suggested moving into my place instead of his place like he suggested, because it's cheaper. Like we didnt even have a full blown discussion about it, it was some drunken conversation on new years night. I wrote him a letter cuz if this was a rash decision, he wouldnt be the first one to reach out. So I put in the letter to message me if there was any part of him that loved me and wanted to be with me if he was just scared. I thought about mailing it in 5 days, thatd put it at his house almost a week and a half after the break up. Is that too soon? I just I feel like if we both love each other why cant we be together? Or am I just the last thought in his mind. I dont know, I miss him so much.
Has anyone ever been to a clinic that they're going through to get services and you become good friends with the people that go there and you find drama and nonsense in the mix are some ways I can deal with avoiding that situation?
Hey hey!So, I'm coming out of a 3 week low. I don't think I am in a mania. My new PDoc has adjusted my meds and I think that it is working. I'm starting to get school work done and I went to disability services to see if I could tweak my accommodations and they can. My grades are not the best right now but all is not lost (so I hope). I’ve started knitting again and I feel a lot better!...