hello, my name is Christina and I'm new to DS. I have suffered from depression for over 20 years. Even with medicine I sometimes have bad days. I have a verrrry loooow self esteem--I mean to the point where I almost cannot function out in the world in front of others. Even walking in stores is a total horror for me. Usually what works kinda when that happens is I picture this warrior in my head, a proud, self confident warrior who is not afraid of anything. When I'm scared the Warrior comes. Sometimes it doesn't. I also have this...well, what do you call it? Android? This machine, I picture myself as this machine this humanoid machine that walks and talks but has no emotions, no fear. It helps at times. It's so funny but I can see these "people" in my head LOL. Well anyway, just wanted to say hi and would love to chat with you all.
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