i was with a girl for over a year.. engaged.. she had a 6yr old that never had a father... that became me.. she wanted to move to ohio to be with her family cause they were moving there.. i wanted to finish school .. in florida where i live.. she woke up one day and said she didnt want anymore kids and got excited about thinking of moving to ohio.. i went in thew shower.. dissapointed at what she said.. i came out and she was gone.. been fighting for well over a month to get her back.. i want to go with her.. she doesnt believe me.. now im battling depression.. i miss them both so much i put all of my heart into them.. i cant sleep cant function on a day-to-day basis.. she offers no explanation expect its something she has to do alone.. im so hurt and confused.. my mind wont rest .. been trying to get into seeing a doctor cause i dont want to go to a crisis center and most doctors wont see me for weeks... im scared.. what do i do?
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