I am sooo sad today . well have been for quite a while now. Just spread my fathers ashes a couple days ago. I still cant believe hes gone, It just doesnt seem right. I want doug to delete his profile from here, it hurts to see him on here, when i come . I am heartbroken, a man, Of course, WOnder if i will EVER meet someone and be happy. I am looking for another job, I quit mine cuz my boss was a crazy bitch, Not having much luck finding another one but i guess i havent been trying too hard. I just wish i could wake up one day without saying : here we go again: knowing whats in store for me. more sadness, more of being lonely , and more boredom. Lifes so rough i need a helmet !!!!!
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