I am new to this. Seasonal affective disorder is what the Dr;s call what I have. I can't put in here what I call it, but it's not nice. I've had this most of my life and I am now 44. The kicker was after 23 years of marriage my dear husband decided to walk out on his kids and I. No reason No rhyme. So down and went, almost 19 months and I've still not started to come back up. Here I'd love to meet new people, a shoulder to cry on, a heart to touch. I really need friends worst part of all of this is no one has been there for me to talk to so I really need friends.
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