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it was september 24, 2007.
we met again for the second time.
it was the best day of my life.
and from then on we spent everyday together.
he then became my best friend.
one of the only people i really cared about.
i was really falling in love with him.
it was a great feeling.
something i never had with anyone else before.
i loved it, every minute of it.
we really did have a lot in common.
things we wouldn't have even guessed.
one of the craziest things about us was;
we went to grade school together,
from first to fouth grade.
i remember him from back then.
i did have a little kid crush on him.
hahahhahah.
it might be immature of me to say,
but i really did see a future with him.
i love that boy more than anyone else
in the world will ever be able to.
things were going great.
it was the best i had felt in a while.
but then bad news had come up.
he had to move back to florida.
it was december 7, 2007 at 5:00PM
when i said goodbye.
it was the hardest thing i've ever done.
i haven't talked to him since.
and i haven't stopped crying.
i really don't know what to do.
i feel like i'm going crazy.
i feel like i'm nothing.
i'm sitting here bleeding,
and the pain's not any better.
we met again for the second time.
it was the best day of my life.
and from then on we spent everyday together.
he then became my best friend.
one of the only people i really cared about.
i was really falling in love with him.
it was a great feeling.
something i never had with anyone else before.
i loved it, every minute of it.
we really did have a lot in common.
things we wouldn't have even guessed.
one of the craziest things about us was;
we went to grade school together,
from first to fouth grade.
i remember him from back then.
i did have a little kid crush on him.
hahahhahah.
it might be immature of me to say,
but i really did see a future with him.
i love that boy more than anyone else
in the world will ever be able to.
things were going great.
it was the best i had felt in a while.
but then bad news had come up.
he had to move back to florida.
it was december 7, 2007 at 5:00PM
when i said goodbye.
it was the hardest thing i've ever done.
i haven't talked to him since.
and i haven't stopped crying.
i really don't know what to do.
i feel like i'm going crazy.
i feel like i'm nothing.
i'm sitting here bleeding,
and the pain's not any better.
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
i sent him a message last night. it says he read it. but he didn't reply back to me.
i did that before i came on here. i figured i could find someone to talk to.
but i just feel so stupid being upset over this.