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it was september 24, 2007.
we met again for the second time.
it was the best day of my life.
and from then on we spent everyday together.
he then became my best friend.
one of the only people i really cared about.
i was really falling in love with him.
it was a great feeling.
something i never had with anyone else before.
i loved it, every minute of it.
we really did have a lot in common.
things we wouldn't have even guessed.
one of the craziest things about us was;
we went to grade school together,
from first to fouth grade.
i remember him from back then.
i did have a little kid crush on him.
hahahhahah.
it might be immature of me to say,
but i really did see a future with him.
i love that boy more than anyone else
in the world will ever be able to.
things were going great.
it was the best i had felt in a while.
but then bad news had come up.
he had to move back to florida.
it was december 7, 2007 at 5:00PM
when i said goodbye.
it was the hardest thing i've ever done.
i haven't talked to him since.
and i haven't stopped crying.
i really don't know what to do.
i feel like i'm going crazy.
i feel like i'm nothing.
i'm sitting here bleeding,
and the pain's not any better.
we met again for the second time.
it was the best day of my life.
and from then on we spent everyday together.
he then became my best friend.
one of the only people i really cared about.
i was really falling in love with him.
it was a great feeling.
something i never had with anyone else before.
i loved it, every minute of it.
we really did have a lot in common.
things we wouldn't have even guessed.
one of the craziest things about us was;
we went to grade school together,
from first to fouth grade.
i remember him from back then.
i did have a little kid crush on him.
hahahhahah.
it might be immature of me to say,
but i really did see a future with him.
i love that boy more than anyone else
in the world will ever be able to.
things were going great.
it was the best i had felt in a while.
but then bad news had come up.
he had to move back to florida.
it was december 7, 2007 at 5:00PM
when i said goodbye.
it was the hardest thing i've ever done.
i haven't talked to him since.
and i haven't stopped crying.
i really don't know what to do.
i feel like i'm going crazy.
i feel like i'm nothing.
i'm sitting here bleeding,
and the pain's not any better.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
i sent him a message last night. it says he read it. but he didn't reply back to me.
i did that before i came on here. i figured i could find someone to talk to.
but i just feel so stupid being upset over this.