From ativan and xanax The dr has had me on them for over 3 years. My life has became so unmanageable that I take my pills and run out almost 1-2 weeks early all the time. Stress and withdrawals this time are VERY BAD!I have been up for almost 2 days(mind racing insomnia). I am at work and my heart is beating very fast I am shakey. Feel like something bad is going to happen. I am completely freaked out. having a very bad time.. please stay with me here for awhile. I have no support, I can't go to rehab because there is noone to support me. I would lose this min.wage job. If your bored please take some time for me and read thru my journals so you can understand and at least validate how stuck i am. left to die!!!!
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