I am new here and I really need someone to talk to. I just lost yet another job today because I miss too many days because I had unexpected surgery right after I started this job and my daughter suffers from severe migraines, so I took a few days off for that ( I started this job in November) and this week I was not feeling well which turned into a major depression session and I just could not get out of bed and called in sick all week, so they decided they no longer need my services anymore. I lost a job last Sept. due to similar reasons. I am so depressed all I do is cry, lay in my bed and want to die. My marriage is going to hell, My husband is more concerned about how we're going to pay the bills without my little tiny paycheck than my health, Thankfully I do have a loving family otherwise I would be dead right now.Why did this have to happen to me??? By the way my husband is a huge CONTROL FREAK, (second husband....hates my kids...... real narcoccits(Spelling??????) HELP!!!!!
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