really struggling to hold it together, its so hard to function, to get out, work, just everything. my boss knows i'm depressed, i'm trying to find new housing arrangments because my housemate is pregnant, i've been avoiding uni altogether and haven't been, my mother is coming to victoria in a few days and i dont feel up to dealing with her shit either. i'm struggling to maintain proper intake, been having shit nightmares and more frequent panic attacks. i'm hoping to get into see my psychol, saw the gp today. just feel so on edge and vulnerable. sick of shit all the time without relief.
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