I haven't written here for sometime. Actually haven't been back to DS for some time now. Things have been bad for about a year now. However, last summer was worse. I was seeing a Doctor last summer he gave me way tooooo many different medications. Then I started a new job that I love! Welt 2 weeks into the job I had a severe allergic reaction to one of the medications I almost died. It took many months to recover from that incident. Then my plans were to go back to PA tis summer to spend time with my friends that didn't work out as I couldn't affoard it. I teach children with behavioral emotionally disabilities so summer is the only chance i get to go. It has been 2 years since I have seen some of my friends and family. I try t oget my Dad to come visit but no luck there. Anyways I am no longer taking medication nor am I seeing my thearpiest. Everything from my past is starting to come back as I have PTSD along wit hdepression and anxiety. I know one needs to be kind to one self and take it one day at a time it is just hard to do that at times. I just don't want to hit bottom once again. Sorry for rambling just needed to vent.
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