I woke up today and felt really depressed after having an okay week. Called in sick to work, feel guilty about that. Been in bed all day and cant seem to get out of the funk. Fiance bringing Daughter home - arriving tonight at about midnight from San Diego/college for winter break, was hoping i would feel better by now. Does anybody have these good days and like today - a day where you just want to hide under the covers and not participate in the world for the entire day. If feels awful. Can't get motivated to do anything. Sam will hear i didnt go to work and have an attitude and thing "oh god, there she goes again, i dont know how much i can take of this" Dont get me wrong he has been real supportive but I can tell he is close to the breaking point and I have been pushing myself to feel good. Just coulnt do it today as hard as i tried. Then my appetite goes off and i feel like al useless lump. Anyone else out there feel like this? How do you cope with the bad days and get OUT OF BED?
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