Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
much that even when you are on your own you can't feel comfortable.. OR
you hold yourself and pretend someone is there, in your mind - in your head they love you, no? or want to feel you.... but are repulsed by yourself at the same time and huddle yourself together and hope that no one sees this ugliness.
or get (other) feelings which you know is wrong and no one would ever want to give to you because you are a worthless nothing.
im not saying i do. i was just wondering.
you hold yourself and pretend someone is there, in your mind - in your head they love you, no? or want to feel you.... but are repulsed by yourself at the same time and huddle yourself together and hope that no one sees this ugliness.
or get (other) feelings which you know is wrong and no one would ever want to give to you because you are a worthless nothing.
im not saying i do. i was just wondering.
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I often loathe myself so much that I can't handle being in my own company, or understand why others would want to be around me. Never imagined someone else was there.
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sometimes i believe it is more painful knowing you are alone than to delude yourself with dreams.... sounds pathetic, but i am an habitual dreamer. it never ends lol
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been there!!
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