Man im glad the weekend is over my mom and stepdad came to visit they are from illinois. I had panic attacks when i knew they were coming. Now tonight i am so depressed. My husband just says get over it but its easier said than done.I have spent most of the day today in bed becasue of my pain and depression. Just couldnt bring myself to get up. Thank god i found this site everyone on here has been so great and understanding, i just cant believe it there r others out there having the same problems i am. My mom is really sympathetic to my depression either she also says i dont know why your crying but stop it. I just needed someone to talk to about all of this im about to go crazy if one more person says get over it i will scream. My kids are not understanding at all all they do is fight and that makes everything worse.Now the holidays are here and of course im dreading going christmas shopping i cant stand to go into a store anymore feels like im being stared at and judged i know it shouldnt bother me but it does. WEll i will quit for now sorry i just had to vent a little. Boy im glad i found this group at least i know im not the only one i think i need to go back to the doc and tell her im having more problems again I cant seem to make myself get out of bed the pain in my back has been excrutiating. Well thanks for letting me vent a little suzie
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