I really don't know what is wrong with me. I go through the motions of life but without any emotions. I have gotten real good at faking it. I don't feel anymore no happiness, no sorrow, no concerns, no nothing, it's just a hugh void in me that nothing can fill. That is the real me. The fake me is the other person I am she appears to be happy and sad when bad things happen and concerned when there is call for it but it is all just an act, the emotions are fake, because I really feel nothing. What is wrong with me, I hate being like this, unable to feel anything. Have I totally lost my mind or what?
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