I hate havin got live like this especially knowing i will never come out of this. My kids just know that i have a bad memory but they dont know about the depression the hallucinations but i do and i have had enough of this crap i have tried to get out but it never works. I took over a hundred pills i have sliced myself but nothing i dont get it but i dont really count on going on for too much longer i am sick of those voices and the depression and the anger and everything. I hate the most that i feel as a burden to everyone especially since y family has basically walked away from me and wont have anything to do wih me because i have an illness. Life sucks.
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