:( sorry, I understand *HUGS* reading really can help though

hey if you could change one thing (realistically lol) what would it be? Do you write? You could do that if you read enough. How do you know you're not good enough if you give up on everything?

I know how you feel! Also sending some {{{HUGS}}}. I like to read too, but lately find myself really getting into reality tv -lol. Don't know why- really never watched tv before. I guess someone else's reality is better then your own.
TAKE CARE!!

sorry you feel this way. I felt this way for a long time until i gave myself a chance to feel beautiful and wanted it was difficult but some how it worked and i have i now been with my partner for 3 years and i have 2 beautiful girls. I also found that reading books helped i still do it alot it helps me relax after the boring daily routine and it sort of takes me into another place. Hope you feel better soon

Oh hon...Im so sorry youre feeling like this! We are here for you!

I am sorry you feel so down. Over the weekend we did some good post on "self" talk. How can we expect others to love us, if we don't even love ourselve? Try getting and reading a daily affirmations book. If your like me, you read them like books instead on one day at a time. (lol)

Wisdom is avoiding all thoughts that weaken you...Dr. D. Dyer

Get up, give yourself a great big kiss and hug, and say as loud as you can, "I LOVE ME".

thanks everyone i feel so alone i guess i dont realize other people feel the same as me it helps to know someone understands

Archetype...i would change parts of my body that i hate so much my legs mostly fat and gross hate them exercise doesn't help need surgery i guess ... and i dont give up on everything ...just on love i guess ..finding someone who REALLY cares and who would love me for me and not want to use me in any way .... i never want to be in a relationship where the guy doesnt really love me for me ...so being alone is better cause from my experiences friends and boyfriends all leave and don't care none of mine did anyway so i'm alone and its probably better off that way

I read A LOT after my little breakdown a few years ago and it helped me really escape...I need to get back into it, it's hard with a 14-month old though, lol

so really that sounds like mostly problems on their part not yours right? Maybe you need a break from this love stuff, its a tricky business and can make you feel 1000% worse if it doesn't go to plan which it usually doesn't for most people!

My NewestPoem...it's called FUCK DEPRESSION! here it goes.

FUCK DEPRESSION!
I refuse to let depression beat me
I defy that which would kill me slowly
From the ashes I shall rise
to stare the Devil himself in the eyes.

I will no longer be Sorrow's slave
for now is my time to be brave.
Depression will loosen his grip or die
for I REFUSE to just stand by.

I fight now more fierce than ever
I fight for my life back and NEVER
NEVER shall I be ruled again
because this fight I MUST win.

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to keep your post moving up to the top, and you ARE good enough, thanks for being here

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