it's been the worst day...i dont know what to do anymore. i swear i'm losing my mind and i just want this to end. i can't do this anymore. i can't take care of everything and everyone. i can't take care of myself. i can't be what everyone wants me to be. it's not fair...i'm not strong enough. i don't know what i'm supposed to do. i pray and plead and beg for some kind of relief, but nothing ever gets better. nothing ever changes. nothing ever changes...why? i don't know what i am supposed to do. i hate my life, i hate it. i'm so tired of not having anything. i'm tired of needing help. i'm tired of being worthless and unwanted. i'm tired of giving and giving and never getting anything back. i'm tired of wanting things to get better. and i'm tired of fighting and yelling and being screamed at and being hated. i don't know how to change things...i don't know how to make it good again. what do i do? why is this happening? why?
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