why cnt i be teh person i used to be why must i have the evil that is depression and anxiety, i thought i had the anxiety under control but no it has come back i just want to be the carefree person i was 4 months ago where i was out all the time i slept over at my bf and i was not waiting for something bad to happen, why is it my negative is so much stronger then my positve why cnt i just tell it to leave me alone and belive in my self and get my life back on track i want to be happy again i really do i know it takes time but living in such hell is so painful i just want to be BETTER! is that si much to ask for
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